Reality does not exist. It is a projected simulation, a holographic computer program. Our collective interpretation of actuality is often erroneous. Given that our critical mass, human awareness is consigned to instinct and intellect, we fail to comprehend everything beyond our conditioning, programming and proselytization. Our ignorance may diminish our universal vision, but our collective/selective oblivion blinds our perception. Institutionalized indoctrination assimilates us into a human vortex of consumption. We wager our proficiency for consciousness with our voluntary engagement in virtuality.
Impression of Idealism
Social reality is the collective paradigm in which we are all enslaved. Many may refute this claim, simply because they cannot admit or accept that they were duped into linear existence. Egocentricity is the most influential force in society, deceiving us with our own delusion. We defend ourselves and offend others with our selective ideologies to compensate for our failure, fear, fraud, insecurity and self-righteousness. We con ourselves with solitary gratification, concealing our misery, while feigning an impression of idealism. All the while, we emulate our social environment to evade our accountability, integrity and originality.
Perception Deception
The distortion, manipulation and transmutation of how we interpret reality is being executed in the extreme by an onslaught of fabricated narratives. Education, entertainment, politics, religion and science proliferate undefined, unfounded and unproven propaganda via a vast array of medium. They exploit convenient and controversial opinion into consumable fiction. We adopt our personal delusion to interact with their social illusion. This is our perception deception, which is the adaptation of our ideologies. We would rather die for our feigned convictions to preserve our egos than live for our destiny to embody our souls.
All in a Narrative
“Narrative is a story or tale, an account of a series of related events or experiences.” There are rare occurrences of realism in society. Yet, the line between fact and fiction is altered, blurred and convoluted into weaponized deception, inducing a dependency upon provocative and violent propaganda. When we descend into social anarchy, we raise our voices, beat our chests and exchange our empathy for vanity to coerce the opposition with our viewpoint. We are not simply endeavoring to convert our adversaries to our ideology. We demand social agreement and credence, all for the validation of our selective narratives.
“Our narrative is the declaration of our egocentricity.”
Artificial Power
We are a soul expressing the resonance of universality into socialreality. Our collective destiny is to transform and transcend our simulated existence. However, when we encounter universality, we react from our institutional programming with hostile resistance, which is the self-defense response of our social mimicry. Society is teeming with an excess of individuals and organizations who discredit, distort, manipulate and seize each other’s power. Most are deficient in energy awareness and expression. In essence, they lack the ability to inflict real harm upon others, as the authority they wage, weaponize and wield is artificial.
A Violent Dynamic
Our life is a simulation. Primary, secondary and auxiliary routines tandemly operate virtual cycles of causality, eventuality and potentiality. All programs run in a sequence of ones and zeros, thus the paradigm in which we exist is a duality. This defines our identity as a male or female, conservative or liberal, atheist or religious, intelligent or ignorant, gay or straight and authentic or artificial. Authoritarian entities employ administrations to stimulate our sensibilities with explicit, malicious and violent propaganda to provoke our reactivity. Once we engage in social combat, we abandon our soul for our egocentricity.
The Con is On
Whether in our sleep state or our daily delusion, much of our life is spent dreaming. The same can be claimed for our encounters in social reality. Though we are anesthetized, traumatized and victimized by our lives, we fail to truly live them. The simulation in which we occupy is an interactive virtuality. When we direct our awareness, engagement and focus into this hologram, we profile, but we do not exist. The identity we assume and present to society is an avatar of superficiality. The collective con we run on ourselves is to transmute our personal power into social compliance, all while concealing our deficiencies with our vanity.
The Art of Extraction
Before we can escape the social matrix, we must acknowledge we are enslaved. The greatest obstacle we encounter when cultivating, establishing and embodying our consciousness is navigating our egocentricity. Egotism is a neurological-programming psychosis, integrating us into a three-dimensional simulation and isolating us within an insular delusion of duality. This paradigm enables our solitary oblivion, which is the personification of our enslavement. Our exodus begins when we withdraw our attention, energy and engagement from virtuality and shift our consciousness into convergence with universality.
Soul Relativity
During our conception, we all endure a schism from our soul. In the womb, we are intimately related with our mother, in body, mind, heart and intuition. We share behaviors, instincts, thoughts and feelings, which encodes our false personality. Institutionalization programs us into a virtual existence, whereas our transcendence inspires our universal experience. Universality is an omnidimensional energy, empowered by the synergy between our soul and the universe. The equilibrium between our instincts, intellect, emotions and intuition establishes the foundation for our soul relativity to source our universal vision.
Universal Vision
The revolving kaleidoscope of interpretive narrative, propagandized perception, selective realism and social indoctrination corrupts, distorts and exploits our consciousness, expression and vision. Interference and manipulation in the algorithm of virtuality enslaves us into vicious cycles of anxiety, conflict, egocentricity, fear, insecurity and uncertainty. Being human condemns us into a linear singularity, existing as a silhouette of our soul. We are an eternal and infinite expression of universality. Transforming our delusion and transcending the illusion empowers our shift from egocentric perception into universal vision.
I just returned from an annual, community event in the wilderness of northern Michigan. After 21 years of extraordinary encounters, I have established an ability to step outside of the everyday ordinary, be present and relate with many things beyond this world. What I experience in those days is so profound, it takes weeks, months or years to understand, let alone embody. There are no reference points for what it is; no books can be read or classes taken, no YouTube videos to watch, no seminars to explain or services to attend. Over the years, I have observed the community have a vast spectrum of encounters. Some fulfill their experience, while others return to who they were before it all began.
A History of Mystery
In the previous article, I shared about my personal exodus from inebriation and my continued confrontations with darkness. When I shifted the lifestyle that would certainly have ended in my early death, I emerged full force into being. This is distinct from a practice of religion or spirituality. I chose my own path, often without peripheral guidance. For 28 of my 53 years, I have lived a diverse existence from what is best identified as social reality. While most engage and invest in its simulation to gratify their individual desires for survival, I thrived being outside of its virtuality in my unique progression of personal evolution.
Exponential Beginnings
In the Spring of 1996, many things shifted in my personal experience. The musical group I performed with ended, as did my party lifestyle. I began writing poems, short stories and a different kind of music, spending as much time in the woods as possible. Soon after, I met a group of people who would gather at the coffeehouse where I worked. One of the people introduced me to the Fourth Way School, which was deeply in rhythm with my experience at that time. Meditation became a daily practice, empowering me to distinguish myself from the simulation. Over the years, I discovered my Celtic lineage and explored a diversity of spiritualities.
Ceremonial Invitation
When I was 30, my sister Bronwyn invited me to a ceremony she was hosting at her house. It resonated with me on more levels than I could imagine. To this day, I am still in a progression of understanding. After 23 years, it is evident to me that every practice I had observed was guiding me to the tradition I will walk until I pass from this earth, and beyond. Every ceremony is an invitation to experience and relate with prayer. Yet, it is not something to acquiesce my personal power in pursuit of my desires. It is an intentionality of universal relativity with which I commit my prayer as an expression of holding a space for all.
“Egocentricity is at the root of spirituality.”
Victim of the Crime
When we experience an awakening, it is an overwhelming convergence of being, a surge of universal energy akin to a downed, power line. In our revelation, we do not have the acuity, capacity, relativity or resonance to contain, develop or fulfill our natural progression. Essentially, we energetically short circuit, which leaves us depleted, disempowered and empty. I was 25 when my awakening began. In that seminal era of my experience, it was not long before my ego began to distort, manipulate and transmute my universal metamorphosis into a toxic existence of arrogance, entitlement, self-righteousness and superiority.
The Egocentricity of Spirituality
During my awakening, my spirituality expanded, as did my egocentricity. Without an awareness of its tandem progression, I became addicted to and dependent upon the virtual bliss of spiritual fantasy; obsessed with intellectual proselytizing and instinctual sensuality. I eventually drifted from my center of being, enamored with peripheral existence. I neglected my soul in an aimless quest to gratify my vanity, succumbing to control, delusion and manipulation to conceal and defend my personal dysfunction, fear and insecurity. My oblivion grew with every superficial epiphany. By the time I believed I was “spiritual,” my ego had already claimed victory over my experience.
A Shift in Understanding
When I began to walk a traditional path 23 years ago, I observed the influences, impacts and impositions of my oblivion to my egocentricity. I realized that knowing pales in comparison to understanding. When we claim to know, it is a declaration of our mind (ego.) However, when we understand, it is an immersive experience of transcendence, which manifests in our actions, thoughts, feelings and intuition (soul.) Personally, I have no interest in knowing anything, as this is often the indoctrinated projection of propagandized information. Understanding is an omnidimensional experience of universal empowerment, which emboldens us to embody our soul.
In Solitude
Years ago, I came to the realization that popular philosophy, religion and spirituality is all trivial. In this New Era, the only thing that truly matters is our relativity with our soul. Our relationship with our spirit is the embodiment and expression of the universe. Only we can empower our unique path to universality. For me, it has been a lonely journey. Yet the most fulfilled experiences are those walked in solitude, free from assimilation, exaltation, indoctrination, manipulation and transmutation. In the most challenging moments of my experiences, my soul held a space for me to endure, evolve and thrive.
Holding the Space
My role in ceremony is holding a space for the community to have an experience. Often, I am not aware of the personal encounters people have, as it is not my place to fulfill their purpose. This is empowered by their commitment to understand and embody their vision. Spiritual leadership has been contaminated with egocentric toxicity, transmuted into cultic dictatorship. Contemporary gurus are opportunists of the New Age, preying upon their followers for control, influence, notoriety, profit and power. While they deceive their devotees with their interpretation of spirituality, true leaders simply empower people to embody their soul.
The Path Least Travelled
With any traditional practice, it is worthless until we frequently express it in our daily lives. There will always be a maelstrom of social amusements, conflicts, ideologies, indoctrinations, media, narratives, propaganda and other triviality to seize our awareness. When we are not present, we are not conscious. When we are unbalanced, we are uncentered. In the dissonance of sociality, we cannot flow with the resonance of universality. We are severed from our soul; therefore, we cannot be. 28 years ago, I chose a path least travelled. It was the journey I was destined to experience. I do not profess to know anyone else’s path to personal fulfillment. However, I understand our collective purpose is empowering each other to experience our own.
I have practiced sobriety for over 16 years. Before that, it was a decade since I had altered my experience with substances. In fact, most of my life has been lived in abstinence. Over the last 30 years, partaking in alcohol or drugs was not extreme enough for me to identify as a personal issue. When I was 24, I woke up one morning wrecked from the night before and chose to have a different experience. Yet, it was not precipitated by circumstance, guilt or shame, rather a need for clarity. I had my time as a professional from my teens into my mid-twenties. It was then I shifted into being, consciousness, creativity, evolution and transformation.
From the Darkness
I was 9 when my parents separated. Divorce was not a common occurrence, nor was it in my purview of understanding. Though I rolled with it the best a young person could, it altered the course of my life and had its evident adversities. Beyond the broken pieces of what family was to me then, I was not aware enough for the darkness I would encounter with an emotionally, mentally and physically abusive stepfather. However, it was not the fear, pain and suffering I endured with him; it was the malevolence that distorted and manipulated his feelings, thoughts and actions. My initial introduction to evil occurred when I was 13.
Into Shadow
Being under the influence into my early adulthood fostered a personal, internal and external environment rife with obscenity and obscurity, one which enabled my dark odyssey. More than I could comprehend, let alone recall, I was confronted by numerous denizens of darkness. At first, I was energetically powerless in the diverse, various dimensions of my experiences, victimized by my deficiency to exist beyond the terrestrial. Over the years, I established my proficiency to transform spiritual abuse into universal experience. Until one evening, I faced the evil that had stalked me all my life; the part of my soul I enabled with my oblivion.
Something Wicked…
My first encounter with my darkness transpired in a dreamscape of my childhood home. I was walking through the yard with other children when suddenly I found myself inside the living room. There was a force pounding on the door, as I peered through a window to see what it was. The next instant, I was laying on the floor in the family room, as an entity relentlessly thrashed me; while its crawling minions circled, awaiting my demise. With all the energy I could muster, I projected my personal power upon them. The minions shrieked in horror as they evaporated into oblivion, and the entity disappeared in the wake of my expression.
“Our evil is empowered by our oblivion.”
Existential Slavery
How we perceive darkness is a figment of our denial. We simply cannot be with the realization and trauma of our malevolence; since we fail to accept, comprehend and identify our capacity for malice. Our personal evil abides in the shadows of our being, pulling our strings, pushing our buttons and altering our universal resonance with its agenda to control, distort, dominate, manipulate and pervert. Given our preoccupation with egocentricity, we engage and invest our attention, energy and focus into the simulation of social reality. We do not fulfill a life; we serve a sentence of existential enslavement.
Human Malevolence
Evil is an efficient, innovative and optimizing force in the universe. However, it cannot source its own power, so it employs devices of deception, illusion and oblivion to provoke us into acquiescing our own through our reactivity. It mines our hostile and toxic expressions, converting them into an applicable and palatable energy; leaving us depleted, disempowered and diminished. We are conditioned into a vicious cycle of victimization. This seizure of our personal power syphons the energy from our soul, corrupting it into a dense and primal force, transmuting our universality into virtuality.
Black Fire
My latest encounter with my darkness occurred last year. After I drifted from awareness, I shifted into a diverse dimension of my bedroom. I could sense something sinister emerging from the shadows. I stood to meet the entity, as it materialized from the void. It glared at me with pure malice, smirking with eyes aflame in sheer disdain. A black fire accented its ominous shape amidst the entrancing and pulsating evanescence of evil in the space. Its fiery fist pierced my heart with its aim to plunge my soul into oblivion. In a retaliatory expression of resistance, I broke its control over me, as it vanished into shadow.
The Greatest Evil
Universality is powerful, purposeful and truthful. By its very nature, it is all encompassing, empowering our being with universal energy. It is the embodiment of our soul. We primarily exist in a stasis of density. When we experience universality, we often misinterpret its distinct resonance with fear. Given our conditioning to the gravity of human existence, everything beyond the terrestrial is blindly observed as impending peril. Fear is a racket we run on ourselves to evade our universality. Our egocentricity deceives us into believing we are merely blood, bone and flesh. Our greatest evil is sacrificing our soul to enable our fear.
In the Mouths of Madness
Five years ago, I was camping in the Upper Peninsula of Michigan. Laying in my tent, I drifted from awareness and found myself in a darkened room. An electrical current was resonating through the crown of my head, spreading peculiar sensations throughout my being. I attempted to move my hand through the wall yet could not escape. In the distance, I heard people laughing and talking around the campfire. Following their voices, I found a door in the room. As my hand passed through, countless claws reached out to wrench me into the darkness. After freeing myself from their grasp, numerous teeth bit into my arms and hands. With a focused expression of willpower, I shifted out of the melee and returned to my tent.
The Light in the Darkness
As much as we misinterpret universality, we misunderstand evil. Our personal and social stigmas establish our erroneous perceptions, accelerating our fear into a fever pitch of anxiety, delusion and lunacy. Evil appears to be omnipresent in social reality, since we enable it with our egocentricity, ignorance, obsession and oblivion. Absolute light is kindled from extreme darkness. In essence, from the darkest evil, comes the brightest light. This transcendental shift empowers our universality. Evil is not a force to fear. It is an enigmatic vibration to be transformed into a resonant frequency. Our common destiny is to embody our soul as an expression of the universe. Everything else is simply evil.
We profess to know the origins of humanity from ancient civilizations based on history and science. Yet, we fail to understand beyond academia. The proof to confirm this statement is in our behavior and existence, particularly with each other, nature and the universe. Centuries ago, a group of men conspired to write a book that would ultimately dictate to billions of people doctrines for righteousness. Though for many, it is an egocentric endeavor.
Many books have been written for this purpose. However, through the generational imposition of religion, it has become the standard. The Bible does not cause animosity, debate, prejudice and war. It is those who use it as a control mechanism to proliferate the supremacy of their tradition. Much like democracy, the vision of religion is sound, yet its reality has been nothing short of a nightmare. So too is our belief in a singular God.
“I don’t believe in magic.”
Sleight of Singularity
Nothing is one dimensional. The universe is an expression of omnidimensionality. However, humanity clings to existential singularity for comfort, familiarity, knowledge and relativity. When perceived through the socially institutionalized mind, it occurs as a linear timeline; quantified within a three-dimensional domain and often viewed through a filter of duality. In this microcosmic paradigm, it is much easier to influence, manipulate and regulate the masses.
Before the organized control structures of the marketplace, politics and religion, early civilizations had a strong relativity with themselves, each other, nature and the universe. Understanding existed before knowledge, mysticism before dogma and universality before reality. When intelligence superseded the soul, men invented patriarchal singularity, thus diminishing the natural power of the feminine. This matrix is rooted in our minds.
“I don’t believe in the Bible.”
Middlemen of Ministry
Religion spread like a virus across the world, guilting its followers with fire and brimstone and securing the segregation of civilization. The people gathered in congregations, eagerly offering their loyalty, money and prayers. They sacrificed their universal power on the altar of dogma with their blind faith, obedience and spiritual oblivion. The cross stood as an obligatory symbol of enslavement to a vengeful God, enforced by middlemen of ministry.
To follow is societal. To lead is tyrannical. To be is universal. Much is made of leadership in society. Yet, when observed with veracity, its contemporary expression is dictatorship. Most would opt to obey, as it appears to be the easiest path, considering the callous conditions of social reality. Our evasion and renunciation of accountability, integrity and responsibility emboldens the middlemen of ministry; enabled by our fear, insecurity and oblivion.
“I don’t believe in Jesus.”
The Con of Belief
When we believe in something, it does not make it real. No matter how attentively we direct our intention, it often fails to exist in a beneficial way; personally, socially or universally. In essence, belief is a spiritual magic trick to separate us from our soul. Social reality is designed to draw us away from ourselves. It seizes our focus by siphoning our energy into our external environment, causing our spiritual deficiency, upon which the ministry preys.
The imposition of religion coerces us into the obligatory slavery of our soul. The church weaponized the crucifixion to control, guilt, manipulate and condemn its disciples to a sentence of virtual salvation. Religious persecution awaits anyone who dares challenge the Word of God, with all the fire and brimstone its ministers can muster. The con of belief enforces the Will of God as an agenda of imaginary faith in a vain exhibition of righteousness.
“I don’t believe in mantra.”
Congregational Dependence
Any organization exercising coercion, dogma or obligation as its stratagem is a cult. This is certainly not exclusive to religion. We can observe Cabals in the domains of business, media, politics, sports and science. We justify our indoctrination by convincing ourselves it is for our benefit, growth, profit, success or survival, all the while strengthening our enslavement to social reality. Orthodoxy is our dependency upon the simulation of society.
The con is often the same. One or a few leaders preside over the congregation. What is absent is mutual trust. One the individual person has with themselves, and the one the leader empowers upon their devotee to envision and create their own path. However, this dynamic becomes toxic when driven by the egocentricity of the leader. Yet, as much as the minister enforces their doctrine, the believer enables their spiritual slavery with their engagement.
“I don’t believe in kings.”
The Greatest Transgression
Many of the sins admonished by the middlemen of ministry are not as offensive as their blatant disregard for their own doctrine. For centuries, religions have abused, chastised, demonized, exiled, imprisoned, persecuted and executed millions in the Name of God. They built armies, decimated cultures, destroyed nature and propagated fear to turn the people against each other and themselves. All for the purpose of preserving their religious racket to control the theology of the world.
Religion is a vicious cycle of sin, provoked and punished to segregate the people from their soul. First, with an illustration of guilt when the disciple is shown the evil of their existence. Second, an imposed obligation they must accept to remedy their wicked behavior. Third, a feigned lifestyle of righteousness, to which they must aspire, yet will never fulfill. Fourth, the sacrifice of their soul to a manmade God for passage into “Heaven.”
“I just believe in me.”
In the Name of God
“God” is a commercial institution, blasphemed most by those who consider themselves “holy.” We acquiesce our personal power to evade our accountability, integrity and responsibility as a universal being. We even sacrifice our humanity to an imaginary divinity with our dependency on social conformity, popularity and vanity. Religion is a vicious cycle of emulation that oppresses our discovery, empowerment and expression of universality.
We are everything, and we are nothing. All we sense about ourselves is an illusion, as is the social reality in which we engage. It is our habitual belief in authoritarian deceptions which enables our social enslavement. The greatest revelation we will ever experience occurs when we awaken from the religion of reality. We have all been proselytized into a lie, invented by the few to enslave the many, all in the Name of God.
“The dream is over.”
(All quotes taken from the song “God” by John Lennon.)
Recently, I had a revelationary experience of reunion. My brother and I were asked to sing a song at our late friend’s memorial in our home county. (Refer article: “A Son of Leelanau.”) When I returned from this reacquaintance with my youth, I realized how damaging it is to cast aside our childhood and adolescence in our eagerness to age into adulthood. When we sacrifice our youth in a desperate plea to conform to social reality, we are incomplete as human beings. Every moment is an opportunity to experience our younger selves, that is when we choose to be present to this era of our lives. Most may see this as living in the past, while some understand it as an opportunity for fulfillment.
An Act of Severance
When I was in my mid-20’s, I severed relations with my youth. I was not a terrible person, and I did not commit offenses against others. It was at this age I began my personal awakening. During this time, I adopted an inaccurate and unhealthy perception of myself, others and the world. As I embraced temperance, I stepped into the egocentricity of spirituality, with all its foibles of arrogance, ignorance, superiority and self-righteousness. I broke ties with my family and friends and began the unique path that has led me here. A friend recently reminded me this was something I had to do to become who I am. As I recently discovered, this severance was bittersweet.
A Vision of Reflection
After being reunited with my youth, I was inspired to reflect on who I had been, and why I would have felt impelled to dissociate from my younger self. I recalled being adventurous, creative, imaginative, musical, poetic and revolutionary. And though I reveled in imbibing with my fair share of substances, I certainly was not evil. In hindsight, I observed that I had been impassioned by awareness, being, community, creativity, devotion, equality, justice, music and purpose. In my haste to sever ties with my “wild child”, I had become seduced by what I would later understand to be “spiritual elitism,” which is simply a practice of intellectualizing the soul. It would take me years to shed this self-stigmatism.
The Proof of the Truth
There is no “one” truth. There are over seven billion, even if they remain unmanifest. Each of us has the universal birthright to envision and embrace what resonates with our being. Establishing the foundation of our truth and becoming its expression is our human destiny. It is a solitary path, rife with relentless, social contempt, debate, fear, insecurity, ridicule and resistance. Our choice is either to stand for our truth or enlist in the ranks of all who institutionalize themselves into the mimicry of social reality. We are most present to our truth during our adolescence; before education, heredity, media, politics, religion, science and society manipulated our experience, perception, personality and understanding. Our truth is found in our transcendence.
“Personal truth is our path least travelled.”
The Birth of Truth
Before we are born, we are an omnidimensional expression of the universe. How we empower this into our life experience is the manifestation of our being. In utero, we are profoundly intimated with our mother; physically, mentally, emotionally, intuitively and spiritually. As much as we are influenced and impressed upon by our mother’s experience, we too express the universe in a convergence of energetic mutuality. Both the mother and child share their experiences in a synergistic resonance of being. This is the most powerful human bond. The unique truth the mother bestows upon her child synthesizes with the one the child carries into her womb. In infancy and childhood, we are the incarnation of this universality.
Side Effects of Social Reality
Living in social reality is a traumatic encounter, on multiple levels. Many to which we remain unconscious. Its influences and impacts are accelerating, intensifying, manipulating and toxifying us with our every reaction to its hostility. As we progress from infancy to childhood, we are besieged by a barrage of social institutionalization in the guise of amusement, education, heredity, media, politics, religion and science. Before we are aware enough to nurture our consciousness, discernment, expression, individuation, lifestyle, relativity and understanding, we are programmed into an emulation of inauthenticity. Social reality provokes our reactivity to transmute our experience from universality to virtuality.
The “Rebellion” of Adolescence
By the time we become teenagers, our personality emerges from the passing of childhood into the advent of adulthood. We begin to distinguish between our social conditioning and personal evolution. We become present to all that resonates with and ultimately empowers us. It is the seminal era of our lives when our truth is born. As our youth begins to fade, our perceptions define our experience. We begin to establish the foundation of our being via our relativity to our environment, though most vitally with our soul. Our progression of individuation during adolescence is perceived by society as “rebellion,” yet it is the origin of our personal power. The strategy of society is to discredit, distort and destroy our truth with reality.
The Bane of Maturity
As we “mature” into adulthood, we abandon ourselves, and our truth. For most, it is inevitable. Our attention, energy and focus drift into our external activities, environment and reality. In essence, we become a contemporary version of our parents, inherently emulating elements of our hereditary lineage. We have existed in an evolutionary shift from infancy to childhood and into adolescence. It is in early adulthood when we begin to build our individual bubble of reality, formed by our anxiety, defenses, desire, entitlement, expectation, insecurity, interpretation and uncertainty. Eventually, we condition ourselves to discredit, distort and destroy our own truth, engaging deeper into the simulation of society. We feed our existence with our fear.
Echoes of Awakening
When we are young, we are intuitively proactive (positive). As we mature, we are instinctually reactive (negative). We establish our personal delusion, defined by our social reactivity. Over time, we adopt beliefs, filters, interpretations, narratives and prejudice with all outside of the proverbial box of our linear existence. Occasionally, we encounter visions of our soul as an expression of being. Yet, within the paradigm of social reality, our universality cannot exist. With little to no focus on the source of our being, spirituality is simply a superficial endeavor; existing as a projection of intelligence and confined to the parameters of our mind. The expression of the universe is being. Therefore, our universality is our truth.
The Truth of Our Youth
We are offered infinite opportunities to cross the threshold of our humanity to experience universality. Social reality terrifies and traumatizes us into a constant state of fear. Maturity is an evolutionary regression, conditioning us into an unbearable relativity with our body, heart, intuition and soul. We are existentially adrift, enslaved into the singularity of our mind. The source of our universal energy is severed when we succumb to institutionalized intelligence. Recently, I completed my experience of retrieving my youth. In the spirit of fulfillment, I reclaimed the part of myself I severed. The truth of our youth inspires us to transcend our virtuality, empowering our relativity with universality.
“Our truth is the expression of our universal being.”
“Every moment is an opportunity to be an expression of truth.”
All Things Considered
There is an intensity to the subject matter and style of the articles I publish. For many, it may be read as critical and pessimistic. To others, there is an undeniable resonance with the energy between the lines. I do not take offense when I hear from family, friends and others if the articles land for them as societal cynicism. I have chosen to walk the path of my personal truth. However, being an intuitive person, I sense the responses in comments, likes, shares, etc., or lack thereof. My intentions have never been for profit, and I am not delusional enough to be seduced by popularity. When people experience insights with these articles, even those interpreted as negative, I am fulfilled in my expression.
Delusion, Illusion and Oblivion
We each exist within our personal security bubble. It is almost impossible to differentiate ourselves from our defenses, given our institutional assimilation via our social conditioning and programming. It is our enslavement; imposed by our ambiguity, denial, egocentricity, fear, insecurity and self-righteousness. We are all creators of our experience. In every moment, we have the opportunity for universality. Yet, we dismiss our universal birthright to conform to society. We design our personal delusion to interact with the illusion of reality. Our engagement in this dynamic establishes our oblivion. We satiate ourselves with instinct and intellect, discrediting and refuting everything in opposition of our personal and social bias, narrative and reality.
Duped From the Truth
Personal truth is a social inconvenience. It flies in the face of everything we are conditioned to believe through the enforced programming of education, entertainment, media, politics, religion and science. From the moment we are born, we are conned into a lifestyle of enslavement. We adopt and endorse our external dependence, because we fail to empower ourselves with our soul and the universe. Perhaps the most difficult realization we all face is acknowledging and accepting that we were all duped. Our egos enact an elaborate ruse to spare us from the dreaded culpability, humiliation and suffering we may encounter when we clarify and embody the truth. Howsoever we endeavor to evade our awakening, it is inevitable.
An Awakening
When I was an adolescent, I was confronted with the harsh reality of becoming an adult in society. There was always a gravity of density, conformity and restriction I encountered at every turn. It is extremely emasculating to transition from an eternal expression of being to a finite emulation of humanity. The disturbing truth for me was understanding I would have to sacrifice too much of my soul for the gratification of egocentric “success” in social reality. We may react defensively to this statement in justification of our own personal dependence on egoism, pride, prominence and worth. When we choose to free ourselves from our oblivion, the resonance of our personal truth is all that remains.
“We are not an emulation of existence; we are an expression of experience.“
Recollection of Revelation
As a teenage poet and musical artist, I experienced a unique fluency with creativity and imagination. This empowered me to observe, clarify, understand and embody emotionality, intuition, relativity and universality. What started as an act of adolescent rebellion gradually progressed into a declaration of being. As I aged, it became a daily practice of soul preservation against the imposing elements of social reality. I am fascinated by the energetic, experiential and transformative empowerment of universality. The further I synthesize with my unique progression, the greater experience I encounter as a universal expression. Social revolution does not exist without personal revelation.
The Rub of Relativity
We all have personal experiences in our social engagements. It is almost impossible to find the equilibrium of our being amidst the constant stream of chaos, conflict, density, illusion, intensity, manipulation and programming. These elements modify us from the outside in. We exist in a reality of artificiality, yet we are oblivious to the intricate nuances of its impacts and influence. Our desire for superficial acceptance and belonging with our peripheral relations lures us away from our soul and the universe. There is a limitation to the fulfillment we may share with others because we are segregated from ourselves. No matter how much we invest our energy into our external encounters, the deficiency of our internal experience is the rub of our relativity.
I Am Who Iam
It is illuminating to experience ourselves through the eyes of others. When we can observe ourselves outside of our permanence, it gives us a unique insight into how we occur. It is an existential experience of transcendence, even from our selves. I recall the first time I witnessed another’s fixed perception of me. It was a transformational revelation in which I clarified who I was not. A family member was speaking to me through an interpretive filter of who I was years before. I realized they were unable to see me for who I had become, only with whom they felt most comfortable. I shifted from reacting with aggravation to accepting their perception of me, even though it conflicted with who I truly am.
Life on a Limb
We fail at thriving when overwhelmed with the gravity of surviving. We do not experience life. We merely exist within the engineered parameters of a holographic simulation we collectively accept and adopt as society. This concept is nearly impossible for the assimilated mind to comprehend. Our cognitive dissonance casts stones of “conspiracy theory” in our malevolent quest to discredit, debunk and destroy all things beyond the proverbial box of social reality. Our institutional programming revises our history and annihilates our mystery; accelerating the conflict, disease, fear and insecurity that enacts our enslavement. We live life upon a fragile limb, clinging to social dependence in a desperate plea to proliferate our egocentricity.
Transcendent Sponsorship
Over twenty years ago, I met a woman who helped shift my programmed perception from knowledge to understanding. I have learned that knowing is an intellectual encounter, whereas understanding is a multidimensional experience. For decades, she has expressed her unbridled passion for conscious transcendence with anyone who lent her their listening. Mine happened to be open at the time of our first encounter. Elva Thompson is an author of articles and books, yet these pale in comparison to the awareness and inspiration that transpires in the eternal moments of her conversations. It is ordinary to engage in relativity with others. Yet, extraordinary to be empowered by the resonance of the energy beyond the words.
On the Threshold
We all stand upon the threshold of our unique experience with the universal energetic shift. One humanity has yet to encounter. For many, it may be interpreted as an apocalypse of our existence. For some, it is the manifestation of our transcendence. Howsoever we may choose (or not) to experience this extraordinary new era, our lives are best expressed in who we choose to be. It is either the convenience of artificiality (fear) or the empowerment of universality (love). Whether or not we consider ourselves conscious beings, our personal delusion with the illusion of social reality is the oblivion enabling our virtuality. The truth we embody is the expression of our universality.
“Our personal truth is the resonance of our soul.”
Howsoever we may assimilate ourselves into society, we are an expression of universal energy, unique to the resonance of our soul. It is all we are before we are born into three-dimensionality. During our birth, we experience a traumatic energy schism that segregates us from our spirit and the universe. From infancy to childhood, we are still in flow with our soul. That is, until we are conditioned by control, egocentricity, fear, insecurity, self-righteousness and vanity. We are then besieged by institutional, hereditary, personal and social programming via education, entertainment, ideology, lineage, media, politics, religion and science.
The Beginning of Our End
By the time we enter early adulthood, most of our institutionalization is complete. Once this takes root, our personal and social programming commences. We are even awarded for our conformity with certificates, degrees, doctorates and licenses; compartmentalized into careers and tethered to a pseudo-social paradigm. Our pride and prejudice take precedence. We enroll in the rank and file of humanity, charging into the simulation of an interactive, virtual reality. We fill the empty spaces of our lives with activities, amusements, attachments, beliefs, dependencies, dramas, professions, possessions, status and wealth. Unbeknownst to us, we have sealed the fate of our enslavement.
Sensual Simulation
Our lives are a sequence of circumstances, transpiring in a sensory artificiality. This is the true reality we refuse to accept or understand. We assign meaning and value to our encounters, feigning sanity with our social triviality. We perform roles of personality, steeped in frequent confusion, delusion and illusion. We amuse, dispute, gratify, fantasize, patriotize, romanticize and traumatize ourselves to escape a social normality that does not exist. Then we wonder why we cannot relate with others, while we fail to experience relativity with ourselves. The happiness and fulfillment we believe we have is a projection, enacted in a sensual simulation.
Crashing the Program
If our conditioning is not apparent in this new era, we have entirely enslaved ourselves into society with our personal delusion and oblivion. Our reliance on external gratification, meaning and self-worth assimilates us into vicious cycles of acquiescence, compliance, dependency and lunacy. We are eagerly devoted to our captivity, deciding to follow the regime of authoritarian entities and organizations, rather than pioneer our personal path to freedom. The origin of our emancipation is our willingness to observe, clarify and dismantle our virtual tethers to society. We must crash the programming of our sense-based existence to embody our soul.
“Humanity is a program in the simulation of social reality.”
All Things Shiny and Bright
Everything in our social reality is a holographic projection. The scientific communities are aware of this eventuality, yet they neglect to report its proven evidence. It does not serve the authoritarian agenda for societal control. In essence, their funding would be revoked. Money sponsors the matrix of reality. Humanity is exploited and victimized by its conditioned dependence upon and obsession with monetary currency. Our personal power originates from our soul; and our energy flows where our attention goes. Therefore, the simulation stimulates our reactivity to extract our essence. It is our engagement in society which enables our enslavement.
On the Threshold
Seldom do we express our soul amidst the chaos and dysfunction of society. We may have fleeting epiphanies, insights and even the semblance of transformation. Yet, it is impossible to observe and experience universality within the insular bubble of our egocentric existence. Our necessity for control, order, routine and security confines our consciousness. Occasionally, circumstances may remove us from our comfort zone to encounter life beyond our anxiety, doubt, fear, ignorance, insecurity and oblivion. However, when we are on the threshold of universal discovery, we often yield, retreating to the refuge of our personal delusion; within the illusion we interpret as reality.
The Path Least Travelled
Most draw their distinction from society as an utterance of ego. Few create this diversity as an expression of their soul. Humanity has a propensity to sacrifice its universality for a peripheral occupation in the simulation of social reality. We are an energetic expression of omni-dimensionality. Yet, we condemn ourselves to a three-dimensional existence, sentenced with a life of dichotomy. Our personal programming conditions us into social mimicry. We are eternal beings with infinite possibility. The path least travelled is our unique opportunity to discover and explore our creativity, diversity, relativity, transcendence, transformation and universality.
Universal Currency
The currency of the universe is energy. Our soul is its unique expression. The synergy between the universe and our soul is universality. Our intuition conducts this energy to the centers of our being. The omni-dimensional energy torus in our heart center synthesizes our universality in an infinite flow. The frequency of its revolutions establishes the energetic signature of our being. Our heart center transmits this energy into electrical impulses, inspiring our neural pathways. This is translated into energetic signals, which empower our body. The omni dimensional expression of our being is the manifestation of our universality.
An Heir of Transcendence
Social reality resonates on a dense-vibrational frequency. It is engineered to enslave us into intellect and instinct. We enable this dynamic with our engagement via our attachment and reactivity to social stimuli. Our symbiosis with social reality alters, distorts and manipulates our being, diminishing our universal awareness into the primordial duality of sensualism. The universal energetic shift of the new era empowers us to observe our enslavement, transform our experience and transcend the matrix of society. Our collective birthright is to cross the threshold of human history and become an expression of universal mystery.
“Life is merely a program in the experience of transcendence.”
Integrity: “the quality of being honest and having strong moral principles; moral uprightness: the state of being whole and undivided.” When we read this definition, the opening quote rings true. We can feign it all we want. However, when we contemplate our authenticity, it is as foreign to us as our soul. We have an excess of bias, concepts, filters, interpretations, judgements, perspectives and programming. So many perceptual preoccupations that manufacture our personal delusion. We cannot see reality, nor truth for that matter. Instead, we stumble around in the darkness of our individual oblivion. We are enslaved by the stimuli of society; trapped in infinite, vicious cycles until our inevitable demise.
The Tail of the Coyote
The coyote is a trickster who revels at pulling pranks on others. Occasionally, he will chase his own tail and bite it. Momentarily, it shocks him, then he attempts to solve the enigma of this abuse. Eventually he realizes that it was indeed him that bit his own tail. In time, the coyote chases his tail until he bites it again. This happens over and over. Until nature intervenes and interrupts his hysteria. This is us! We are the tail, and our ego is the coyote. Although this by no means is a flattering fable, it is a true portrayal of humanity. There is only one difference between the coyote and us: we have severed our connection with the natural world. We neglect to exercise oversight and free ourselves from the patterns of our egocentricity.
Cheaters and Lest
Instead of learning lessons from our setbacks and revealing insights to shift into a new way of being, we often strategize for an angle, looking up the answers instead of establishing our own. We are socially conditioned for instant gratification. We call this “success,” then move onto the next achievement. Recently, a college football team in my area won a championship. However, a few weeks into the season, they were caught in an elaborate cheating scandal. The league levied multiple violations on the program. When I mentioned this fact to some of my friends who are fans, they dismissed it as “fake news.” I observed how strong their delusion was in defense of their team. This is the equivalent of Trump supporters insisting the 2020 Presidential Election was stolen.
The Power of Narrative
Alternative and mainstream media reports biased, agenda-driven opinions about current events. Our information sources are no longer factual, they are editorial. Narrative has been distorted by agendas to influence the ideologies and perceptions of society. To whichever side we may gravitate: Democrat/Republican, Ukraine/Russia, Israel/Palestine, religious/spiritual, vaccinated/unvaccinated or this team/that team, we are pawns upon a global chessboard of control, power and profit. Believing our vote, faith, politics, vaccination status or sports fandom bears any social authority is our personal delusion, within the illusion we misinterpret as “reality.” The power of narrative deceives the world.
“Disingenuity is our social disease.”
The Cult of Society
Every day, we engage in social addictions via entertainment, media, politics, religion, sports and otherwise. When we sacrifice our conscience, empathy, intelligence, morality, relativity and understanding for superficial fellowship, we subscribe to the cult of society. Corporations, entities and organizations broadcast ideology, indoctrination, rhetoric and propaganda. They proliferate synthetic information, intelligence, faith, health, spirituality, success and wealth, all within the social conformity of a congregational environment. Those who pander a “one truth for all” program are simply pyramid schemes exploiting popular belief as a cover for their cult.
Badge of Honor
Through our personal and social institutionalization, we are conditioned to sacrifice our dignity upon society’s altar of ego. We desensitize ourselves from the horrific realism in which we are enslaved. It is a human standard to sever our relativity with our heart, soul and the universe, as we engage in and endure social reality. Our individual oblivion sustains the customized bubble in which we defend our ignorance, pride and prejudice. We justify ourselves with our repressed malevolence in the toxic environment of a violent, hierarchical society. Then we lionize and patriotize our inhumane behavior as our badge of honor, with our arrogance, entitlement and self-righteousness.
The Real World
In The Matrix, Morpheus reveals to Neo the illusion in which he was enslaved. He shows him the “real world,” a wasteland of destruction, where machines harvest energy from millions of humans encased in pods. We do not want to be introduced to the real world. We see, hear, feel and sense only what indulges our dependencies. What we most desire is the illusion. Quite literally, we are “living the dream.” Our denial is so paramount, we defend sinister corporations, entities, governments and organizations who control, enslave and manipulate us. The real world is consumption, disease, delusion, failure, pain, violence and war. For all the truth we could express, illusion is what we enable.
Wake Up!
Since adolescence, I had always felt as though there was something severely wrong with society. When I became aware of the smoke and mirror show that is “reality,” I was enraged. Over the last few decades, I have become more present to its deception. I learned how to transform my anger into creativity, and ultimately consciousness. I awakened from my daydream, clarified the nature of reality and became an expression of my truth. This transformation has taken longer than my institutional, personal and social programming. We have lived our whole lives in our delusion, within the illusion of society. Before we free ourselves from the simulation, we must wake up to the reality of our truth.
The Reality of Truth
There are over seven billion truths in the world. Our personal truth is meant for us alone to embody and express. We will never discover it in the congregational domains of amusement, education, media, politics, religion or science. These are all just social vortices that divert us from our destiny. The greatest truth we will ever experience is our soul. It is our relativity with the universe. Our prosaic personality is the blasphemy of our universal being. When we delude ourselves into seeking our truth in reality, we exile ourselves from universality. It is a unique path we must pioneer with consciousness, creativity, purpose, transformation, will and understanding. The reality of our truth transcends our triviality.
The Blind Spot of Oblivion
Oblivion to our soul abolishes our energetic flow with the universe. Social manipulation is the watermark of our progression. Evolution does not exist in society. Only the simulated procession of time that passes as maturity beneath the gravity of age. The artificiality of our social reality is the bane of our existence. It consumes our consciousness with the singular purpose of soul extinction. We are overwhelmed with social stimuli, which enslaves us with our own anxiety, disease, fear, insecurity, pain and trauma. We adopt our victimization by investing in an illusion, and engaging in a society that distorts, exploits and extracts our energy. Our personal delusion is the blind spot of our oblivion.
“Transcending our oblivion is the origin of our awakening.”
I had the idea to revisit the articles I published in 2023. Perhaps for the purpose of completing on the year of compositional expression. As I was putting this together, I observed unique and noteworthy progressions and trends of illumination. I highlighted excerpts I felt were most expressive of this extraordinary new era.
To all who made the time to read the articles over the course of this last year, thank you!
I appreciate and am grateful for the comments, dialogue and insights!
All the best for the coming year! -Iam
The Experiential Awareness of Being (Published: 2/10/2023)
We instinctually and intellectually adopt and enact perceptual filters to insulate our solitary lifestyles. Our desire to be right supersedes our need to express our truth. Through our exposure and interaction with social reality, we eventually devolve into a vortex of egotism. All who succumb to the selfishness of their desire are the vacuum of a black hole. Social reality constantly distorts our focus of awareness from establishing an equilibrium between our instincts, thoughts and feelings.
Our bodies and minds are cluttered with artificial sensation and thought, enslaving us with virtual reactivity to social reality’s engineered exploitation. The contemporary standard of living is to be born, deceived, enslaved, manipulated, programmed and inevitably die. No matter how we may elect to perceive these human conditions, they are the result of the social reality we cling to for credence, meaning, reference and relevance.
Experiencing relativity in our environment and society begins with understanding ourselves. Self-awareness is transcending our environment, transforming our relations and empowering our being with our intuition and soul. Once we establish and sustain our awareness of self, we can apply and express consciousness in our social engagement. The most important practice in all our relations is to listen. The greatest gift we can give to another is the experience of being heard; appreciated, recognized and validated.
Shifting our paradigm of perception from surviving to thriving may be the best way to embody existentialism. Our intuition conveys our soul’s empowerment through our heart center, into our mind, body and environment. Living life in the simulation of social reality may seem like a gratifying encounter for some. Experiencing being in the eternity of universality creates awareness for all.
“Being present in the present is experiential awareness.”
A History of Mystery Continued…. (Published: 2/23/2023)
I found myself in a vast domain, standing before a massive wall of energy resembling the illumination and movement of fire. In my understanding, when we cross this threshold, everything we encounter of this world remains in a vortex of what we perceive as “reality.” I found myself in a domain of utter darkness. I was in a deep pit, and I sensed the disturbing presence of entities all around me. I pulled myself out of this wicked realm, gasping with terror, as the residual dark energy surged through my body.
A dark spirit held me down on the ground and proceeded to lash me with its fists. Three entities circled me (the same ones from the pit). I found my willpower, and for the first time, released a powerful, vocal roar, stunning the entities into fear and annihilating them for good. What I experience is frightening to my core. The duality of social reality programs us to believe in the black and white of dark and light. Yet, there is so much more…
I looked up to see the dark spirit that had been attacking me in my previous encounter, standing over my bed with a wicked grin of malicious intent. I could feel its darkness pulsing through my being, viciously and violently seizing my energy. My personal experiences with consciousness have been extraordinary, insightful and powerful, as well as arduous, horrific and perilous. There is a darkness we all must face, our own. It is the cost of our consciousness. I feel to the roots of my soul we all have these experiences.
“When we release the illusion of reality, we experience the truth of being.”
Ghosting the Soul: The Virtuality of Life (Published 3/17/2023)
“Many of us know how we exist, few of us understand who we are.”
We assume the role of a qualified, respectable and responsible member of society. All the while, our soul, intuition and heart were dissected, oppressed and abandoned, sacrificed for namesake, status and wealth. Our arrogance and ignorance defensively flex in a feigned attempt to appease our pursuits for an artificial sense of security. With all social reality’s narratives, manipulation, prejudice, propaganda and rhetoric, it is nearly impossible to distinguish one’s unique, personal truth from society’s chaotic symphony of lunacy.
Whether or not we choose to observe that entities, governments and organizations impose a virtual matrix to enslave humanity is irrelevant. If we do not see it now, then we simply are not paying attention. The exploitation of amusement, education, media, politics and religion corners us into delusion, diversion, indifference and uncertainty, as we spiral out of consciousness into the vortex of existence. Social programming desensitizes us to the influence and impacts of our oblivious proliferation of greed.
We are an idiom of reactivity, yielding our power to everyone and everything, beneath the veiled, social threat of being held accountable, authentic and benevolent. It does not matter how educated we are, our ideology, politics, religion or status. We cannot transcend our enslavement without being free from the simulation. Every moment is an opportunity to transform our being. Choosing to shift our experience is the key to our freedom.
“Virtuality is how we exist. Universality is who we are.”
“Our soul expresses the energetic flow of empowerment.”
Whether or not we are conscious in this exciting new era, we have crossed the threshold of a universal, energetic shift humanity has yet to experience. Identifying as “woke” in relation to being “awakened” is the distinction between those armed with ego and all expressing their soul. Social existence is the greatest distraction to human experience. In society, we do not have genuine belonging, only superficial relativity.
Every organization in society is a cult, seizing our personal power, as they enslave us with social reality. We are spectators of its virtuality and consumers of our own enslavement. All who choose to pursue their destined path are labeled fanatics, ever confronted by the simulated orthodoxy of an engineered society.
The universe is an energetic field of infinite opportunity and possibility. It is our soul’s relativity with our intuition and heart which empowers us to express it into our experience. The energy of universality is a multidimensional force of being, consciousness, creativity, empowerment, expression, fulfillment, illumination, inspiration and transformation. Becoming one with and expressing the universe’s empowerment is our greatest opportunity for all lifetimes. Flowing with the energetic shift is the event horizon of our universality.
“Discovery is releasing all we know to experience all we are.”
The universe is in a constant state of transformation. Its energetic movements on our day of birth source the unique roots of our being. Eventually, we yield our universality, initiating a schism
with our soul, while condemning ourselves to ordinary existence. Maturity conditions us to devolve from creation to emulation, shifting our experience from awareness to obedience. Within the toxicity of social reality, our bodies decay, our minds encode and our hearts contract, resulting in the distortion, decline and destruction of our intuition.
When we differentiate the external influences from our inner being, transforming our conditioning into consciousness is exponential. Our choice is to either draw the instinctual gasp of oblivion, or the conscious breath of the universe. Conscious breath empowers our energetic flow with universality. Silence is the language of the universe. Silence is a transcendental experience which empowers our relativity with our soul.
Our universality streams creation through our intuition, empowers our heart, enlightens our mind and inspires our body to express our unique vision. When we are aligned with universality to create our experience, the equilibrium of our being resonates with the energetic frequency of our soul. This is our flow with the universe. It is this omni-dimensional energy which empowers our flow and expression with the infinite stream of the universe.
“Our destiny in the New Era is being universality.”
In March 2020, we were given a remarkable opportunity to shift the paradigm of human being, expression and existence. A manmade virus infected us with widespread fear, driving us deeper into social and political anxiety, division, enslavement, judgement and isolation. When the chaotic fervor of the pandemic settled, we regressed and acquiesced to the virtuality of social reality. The webs of a new matrix were woven, enabling the dependency of its subscribers. We wielded our fear and insecurity like a weapon against the opportunity of a lifetime.
We all convince ourselves we are kind, loving and peaceful, though our thoughts and actions often exhibit our personal malevolence. We believe we are a part of community, yet how can we exist as such when we cannot even be with ourselves? Our oblivion to the projection of our anxieties, fears, hatred, insecurities and judgement is what deceives us away from our soul and into the self-centric snare of our ego. We are programmed to interpret it as an expression of intelligence.
Community is a gathering of people empowering and inspiring each other with support and sustenance. The origin of authentic relatedness is our relativity with our soul. Our universal being enlightens and enhances our earthly experience. Transcending the neuroses of the mind and the habituation of the body empowers us to center our being into our heart and experience universality. Our soul sources consciousness to express the flow of the universe.
“Empowering our truth is our soul’s expression.”
Under the Sun: Ceremonial Awareness (Published 9/12/2023)
“For some, it is a way to pray. For others, it is a way to prey.”
Contemporary prayer has become something often motivated by our external wants rather than empowered by our internal needs. When we are honest, our prayers are often self-centered. We spend much of our lives constructing artificial securities, defense mechanisms, financial wealth, professional positions, selective realities and social vanities with little to no regard for those beyond our individual peripheral of existence. We either intentionally or obliviously bring the vanity and violence of society into ceremony.
In many communities, there are some who observe others receiving admiration, distinction and leadership. Their egos are attracted to this, which causes their exodus from prayer. All who truly need to read these words will likely succumb to their cognitive dissonance, ego, pride and vanity. They will claim it is not “them,” as they accuse, discredit and vilify the authenticity of others. We exist in an egocentric society. Our personal survival, success, health and wealth supersedes that of community. Many carry this social conditioning into ceremony and prayer. In this tradition, many of the ceremonies are a community prayer experienced in a circle.
Spiritual leadership is not a dictatorial endeavor. It is holding the space for others to make and experience their prayer in ceremony. When our ego influences and impacts our prayer, we experience only a fraction of the ceremony. Every prayer is an intention to experience the natural progression of the ceremony. Our commitment to pray must transcend our desire for personal convenience. This empowers us with the ceremonial awareness to transform our experience and hold a space for others to do the same.
“Communication in unity is the heart of community.”
Society is not a community. It is an engineered system designed to produce human reactivity, employing multiple control mechanisms to extract our personal power. Social reality is a complex matrix of spiritual, emotional, mental and physical traumatization. When we conform to society, we sacrifice our relativity with our soul and the universe, repress our emotionality and fully integrate ourselves into the mind and body.
We do not express universal awareness to the social impacts of our egocentric lifestyles. We justify it with a necessity for survival, and “patriotize” it is an essential strategy to provide a better life for our children. Our encounters with sense-based reality activate our mental endorphins to habituate us with dependency upon simulated, external gratification.
Community is not about the quantity of people, but rather the quality of its relations. All who stand to profit financially are the furthest from the spirit of communion. Community originates from our soul’s relativity with the universe. The more we experience ourselves, the best we experience others. Our soul is empowered by the universe. Its energy resonates with a unique vibrational frequency, transmitting universality through our intuition, into the centers of our being and empowering our heart.
There is a vital distinction between the ideology and reality of “unity.” Social interaction is primarily a peripheral encounter. Community is empowered by the relation between our soul and the universe. In a circle, there are no leaders. Simply, unique beings who share their universality to the best of their ability. The shift is each person embodying their unique energetic flow, collectively.
“Communion with the universe is the soul of community.”
“Interpretation is perception without observation.”
Beyond our institutional and social conditioning, we have our own personal programming. Whether it is our defense mechanisms, individuation, societal integration or self-righteousness, our selective conditions inhibit our interpretation and perception. When we decide not to practice awareness of our thoughts, they wander into obscure oblivion, composing assumption, criticism, judgement and interpretation. When relationships become personalized and uncomfortable, we tend to talk with everyone but the person with whom we are in dispute. Not all diversities of interpretation are “conflict.” Most are merely differences in perception.
One of the greatest crimes against humanity occurs when we give our listening (power) to erroneous narratives about others; approving with our engagement, even though we disagree. Many go the extra mile, and later feign empathy with the targeted individuals in a plea for clemency and conscience. We do not observe social reality for what it is, we see it for what we desire. Our perceptions are distorted; influenced and manipulated by all to whom we acquiesce our personal power. Living in a three-dimensional paradigm is a paradox of being. It confines us within the duality of thought and instinct. In essence, society is the antithesis of universal being.
Authentic relatedness does not exist in social reality. Before it exists in society, it must thrive within us all. This is the human schism between what we perceive and who we choose to be. In this age of social media and artificiality, we opt for a multitude of virtual communication. The personal conditioning we enact with our self-righteousness and vanity simulates our artificial contentment and security. In social reality, our conscious behavior empowers us, and ultimately others, to fulfill our universal purpose. Being an expression of our soul in every moment empowers us to embody universality; so that others may empower their own.
“Truth is a foreign language, spoken by few and dismissed by many.”
Ample evidence exists in the alternative, mainstream and social mediums to reflect the cruelty, deception, manipulation, prejudice, supremacy and violence within contemporary society. Oblivion has become our pastime. We embody obscurity to desensitize ourselves from our traumatic encounters in society. Every morning we awaken to the possibility of a new experience. Yet, we tend to hop on the human treadmill headed for oblivion. The information we consume is like a virus, infecting our instincts, thoughts, perspectives and emotions. It is our weapon to defend our fear, insecurity, obsession and vanity.
We invest only in what supplements our selective agendas, comforts, narratives and realities. Amidst the numerous horrors and tragedies occurring in society, we engage in the “busy-ness” of our lives, as if nothing is happening. Reality, as we experience it, is a holographic projection. Its primary purpose is to discourage, disempower and distract us from the truth. We engage in a societal simulation. Everything in our daily encounters is an illusion, engineered to enslave us into a matrix of social psychoses.
We may stoke the fires of our feelings and thoughts on social media to project our fleeting disdain with a variety of global inequities. The stand we feign is diminished and distorted by our personal agenda, ego and vanity. With the influences of our social conditioning and selective perceptions, our unconscious engagement in the paradigm of reality establishes the vicious cycles of our individualized matrix. We are an expression of universal energy. Yet, our relativity with our soul is wagered for social conformity. The watermark of our madness is the exhibition of our entitlement. The choice is to remain enslaved by our artificiality or create freedom by empowering our universality. The former ends in finality, while the latter begins in eternity.
“Choosing not to choose is a choice to live in oblivion.”
“We succumb to our fear because we fail to relate with our soul.”
Comments, likes and shares dictate what is heard, read and seen. Popular culture destroys creativity, consciousness, transcendence and transformation. Truth is a foreign language we dismiss due to its incompatibility with social reality. We deny it out of existence with our selective beliefs, information, narratives and perceptions. The superficial security blanket of social reality imprisons us into virtuality. Our anxieties, fears and insecurities are embellished and internalized until they become our psychosis.
We seek God in the direst of times. For most of us, it takes an accident, deficit, harm, loss, scarcity or death to become present to experiences that transcend the triviality of social reality. We are instinctually and intellectually tethered in duality to a three-dimensional paradigm. Creating freedom from societal devices requires us to sever our engagement with the vicious cycles of virtuality. In the simulation of society, we exist in a waking slumber, stumbling in the darkness of our selective oblivion; ever deluded, devalued, fearful, insecure and traumatized.
Our body and mind are simply applications our soul sources through our intuition and heart to navigate our way through the chaos, madness, narratives and psychoses of social reality. The less we engage in social reality, the more we experience the universe and become an expression of our soul. In this new era, we are either an emulation in the simulation or in relativity with universality. Our universal path does not unfurl before us, it resonates within. The path of the soul is empowering our human being with universality.
What I choose to write about is not popular. The readership for the subject matter is few and far between. I am aware of this, and I embrace it. For the majority, personal awareness, evolution and understanding is irrelevant amidst the chaos, mania, narratives and psychoses of social reality. Amusement, entertainment, alternative, mainstream and social media, politics, religion, science and sports reign supreme in the clouded minds of the masses. Comments, likes and shares dictate what is heard, read and seen. Popular culture destroys creativity, consciousness, transcendence and transformation.
The Gravity of Truth
We frequently seek to discredit all that is true. Truth is a foreign language we dismiss due to its incompatibility with social reality. We deny it out of existence with our selective beliefs, information, narratives and perceptions. We emulate generational conditioning, enabling society’s profane paradigm. How we exist in social reality is not “real.” We simply construct personal delusions within its illusion to satiate our programmed appetites for social advancement. This is the vortex of society, transmuting our existence into virtuality. We cannot transcend the human aquarium when we refuse to believe it exists.
The Dark Arts
The superficial security blanket of social reality imprisons us into virtuality. Our anxieties, fears and insecurities are embellished and internalized until they become our psychosis. By premeditated design, we are victimized in every way. Authoritarian entities and organizations weaponize information with alternative, mainstream and social media via entertainment, news, politics, religion, science and sports. Our inherent human penance is to endure a perpetual state of delusion, fear and trauma. As we focus our attention upon the endless negativity in social reality, we sacrifice our universality.
The Lie of Belief
We seek God in the direst of times. For most of us, it takes an accident, deficit, harm, loss, scarcity or death to become present to experiences that transcend the triviality of social reality. When unbearable events transpire, we race to religion in supplication for the deficiencies of our being. We offer our personal power as payment to be saved from our self-subscribed fate. This is the lie we inherit from previous generations who brandish oblivion in the face of consciousness. However, congregational belief pales in comparison to pioneering our universal path with evolution, revelation and transformation.
“We succumb to our fear because we fail to relate with our soul.”
Social Enslavement
We all have a desire to shift our experience in social reality. Yet, we are instinctually and intellectually tethered in duality to a three-dimensional paradigm. In the Matrix movies, we are shown a powerful example of our social oppression. Human beings are kept in stasis, connected to wires ported into multiple locations of their bodies. They exist in a digital simulation, imprisoned in individual pods designed to harvest their energy. This enables artificial intelligence to keep them enslaved. Seem familiar? Creating freedom from societal devices requires us to sever our engagement with the vicious cycles of virtuality.
Rude Awakening
When we engage in social reality, we remain in our personal pods, tethered to the technology that separates us from our heart, intuition, soul and the universe. In the simulation of society, we exist in a waking slumber, stumbling in the darkness of our selective oblivion; ever deluded, devalued, fearful, insecure and traumatized. We are in the wake of a universal energetic shift to empower our creativity, consciousness, transcendence and transformation. Before we can become a unique expression of universal flow, we must detach from the simulation of social reality and free ourselves from the enslavement of its virtuality. The sleeper must awaken!
Find Your Flow
Each one of us is a unique being of universal energy. The shift is our opportunity to align, balance, center and express our universality. We are omnidimensional beings empowered by the universe. Our body and mind are simply applications our soul sources through our intuition and heart to navigate our way through the chaos, madness, narratives and psychoses of social reality. The equilibrium of our being is essential for our soul to express the resonance of universality. Our collective destiny is allowing our soul to empower our human experience.
Face the Music
The less we engage in social reality, the more we experience the universe and become an expression of our soul. In this new era, we are either an emulation in the simulation or in relativity with universality. We observe and experience .0005% of the known universe, even less through our filters of belief, delusion, interpretation and selective reality. We all must face the music of our social malevolence. No matter the measure of our egocentricity; arrogance, denial, desire, entitlement, greed and self-righteousness, our greatest opportunity in transcending social reality is to embody our soul.
The Path of the Soul
When we are born, we are in flow with universal energy. Most of us live our whole lives in social oblivion. In rare occurrences, we experience universality. However, due to our institutional, hereditary and social conditioning, we dismiss our universal experiences before they manifest. We misinterpret them as a flight of fancy and denigrate them with our egocentricity. We fail to shift our linear existence into omnidimensional experience. In this new era, our universal path does not unfurl before us, it resonates within. The path of the soul is empowering our human being with universality.
Iam Saums 