The Center of Experience

“Our ego is the filter of our existence.”

The Illusion of Reality

Before we establish our awareness or understanding, we are integrated into a social paradigm of explicit indoctrination.  Whether or not we observe this actuality as the truth is clarified by our personal awareness.  We either subscribe to the madness around us and select our routine delusion in the peripheral simulation of society; or we center our personal experience and stream our soul in resonance with the universe.  It is a simple, yet our egocentricity weaves elaborate webs of complexity into the duality of our human existence.  We are all too eager to don rainbow-colored sunglasses and live in the illusion of reality.

Cult of Society

The first cult in which we enroll is family.  Lineage is often a bloodline enslavement of our genetic emulation, as inescapable as it is inevitable.  From this we adopt codependency, as the bonds of our engagement solidify into the virtuality of our familial lifestyle.  The majority of humanity resides in inauthentic relativity, rarely evolving beyond generational guilt, obligation and trauma.  As we mature, we are exposed to educational, political, religious, scientific and social propaganda.  Habitual stimulus conditions us into selective beliefs, fantasies, ideologies, narratives and thoughts, assimilating us into the cult of society.

Integration of Inversion

We exist in a paradigm that is upside-down, inside-out and inverted to the nth degree.  Even the most deluded person can observe this truth, as it is more apparent than it has ever been.  However, most of us live in a fantasy, callously shielding ourselves and our loved ones from probable peril, suffering, violence and death, while enabling them all with our denial, evasion, fear and insecurity.  No matter how much energy we expend, we pose false impressions of feigned achievement, confidence, contentment and wealth, conning ourselves into a mythical simulation, on a predestined course with our personal oblivion.

A Universal Destiny

For thirty years, I have been discovering and experiencing universality.  By no means would I ever claim I am any more spiritual than anyone else, as this would simply be an exhibition of my own egocentricity.  In the last three decades, my experiences have been exceptional, exponential and extraordinary.  In hindsight, fulfilling on this path within the gravity of social reality, and against the grain of humanity has been excruciating.  When I chose this journey, nothing I have observed in humanity is as essential as our soul.  Being at the center of our experience empowers the embodiment of our universal destiny.

“Knowing is the adversary of understanding.”

From Knowledge to Understanding

We are programmed to seek knowledge.  In our compulsive lust for information, we fail to understand.  When I began my quest 30 years ago, I was blinded by my ego and found myself believing that knowing was equated with wisdom.  The first six years of my path were corrupted by my egocentricity, striving to prove others wrong, even before they finished their sentiments.  In my humility, I was able to distinguish the trivial from the essential, learning to listen to others in a way that had them feel heard, even when I did not agree.  Within this listening, there is amity, clarity, empathy, insight, relativity, truth and understanding.    

Feigned Sanctimony

Inauthenticity is a viral behavior that has become our human nature; distorting our experience, listening and respect of others with our adversarial narratives. Therefore, weaponizing our beliefs, ideologies, politics, religion, spirituality and science.  We rarely have an intention of crossing the threshold of our positions to explore anything beyond our static dogmas.  We feign agreeability, flexibility, fluency and sincerity, while we deny, disregard and reject all we encounter.  Our arrogance may be the only enduring quality of our personality.  When nothing works in our lives, we defiantly cling to the fallacy of our egocentricity. 

Artificial Power

Exalted people in the world are the most fearful, insecure and psychotic.  One who holds a position of public standing is a sociopath who desires to command a hierarchy of dominion over a population of naive citizens.  Artificial power is enforced upon a constituency, imposed with control, exploitation, manipulation, reprisal and terror.  Whereas authentic power is inspired by the relativity we establish with our heart, intuition and soul, encouraging others to experience their vision, intent, purpose and being.  Authority intimidates people with their own projection of egocentricity.  Empowerment inspires a space for others to express their universality.

The Evil Within

Our social indoctrination desensitizes us and diminishes our empathy. We learn to brandish cruelty, exploitation, manipulation and toxicity.  Our callousness is a defense mechanism in our desperation for survival.  In essence, we emulate evil with every transgression we commit against others, yet the impacts are greatest upon ourselves.  When we attempt to profess our feigned virtues, our selective agendas occur as deceptions.  Our existence is a virtuality, echoing the vicious cycles of our forsaken revelations into the vortex of our egocentricity.  The horror we encounter is not the malevolence around us; it is the evil we enable within.   

Peripheral Paradigm

Society is rife with people who attempt to prove to others what they ought to be affirming for themselves.  Yet, we are programmed to depend exclusively on authoritarian institutions weaponized to confuse, control, divert, disempower, enslave and exploit us into our individual oblivion.  We exist in a hyper-reactive state, obsessed with simulated eventualities occurring in our social environments.  As we fail to exercise experiential practices of affinity, awareness, being, creativity, relativity, transformation and transcendence, we settle into a peripheral paradigm, subscribing to our personal delusion in the collective illusion of social reality. 

The Center of Experience

The social periphery is teeming with distractions, diversions, preoccupation, triviality and virtuality.  We are drawn to its artificial euphoria like a moth to a flame.  As most of us have a deficiency in energetic consciousness, we chase gratification in the chaos around us.  There is either dependency upon existential sociality, or the sovereignty of experiential universality.  Establishing the equilibrium of our soul, intuition, heart, mind and body shifts us into the essence of our being.  When we are in the center of our experience, society is transformed by our transcendence, and we become an expression of our soul.  

“Experience is the resonance of being.”

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