“Vision is the origin of awareness.”

Adolescent Awakening

Until my late teens, I did not consider myself a conscious person.  As children, we are all closest to our soul before we are indoctrinated into the societal matrix via our environment, education, heredity, media, politics and religion.  Halfway through High School, I began to observe there was something callous and sinister within the constitutions of humanity.  Being indifferent to the sinister machinations of our collective enslavement, I felt dispirited by the social obsession for survival, superseding my personal opportunity to thrive.  I stood upon the precipice of adulthood, nearly selling my soul for a simulation.

Breaking the Spell

Had I not been present to predictive programming in High School, it certainly was evident at university.  After a year of educational conditioning, I liberated myself from a future of integration into the virtuality of social reality and began my unique quest for consciousness.  The element of learning that empowered me was the evolution of my personal awareness.  When I turned 20, it was evident I would never experience universal understanding in the artificiality of indoctrination.  My choice was to either migrate with the masses into social conformity or pioneer my unique journey into soul relativity.

The Entitlement of Ego

When I was 24, I had a transformational shift which brought me out of the oblivion of virtual existence into the revelation of universal experience.  This evolution took decades and continues to progress to this day.  As my clarity focused, so did my awareness to the tapestry of engineered authoritarian agendas, exploitations, policies, strategies and warfare, enslaving humanity into a deliberate and profitable state of fear.  As I became ever present to the infinite nuances of the global conspiracies, my ego grew, enabled by my entitled reactivity to its indifference, inequality, injustice and inhumanity.

Conspiracy Theorem

Twenty-three years ago, a friend of mine sent me a link to a documentary which featured an alternative scientific viewpoint detailing the attacks on September 11^th, 2001.  This was the first tragedy in recorded history when the official report provided by government agencies was controversially contested, debated, debunked and denied.  Soon after, an authoritarian initiative was devised to weaponize the cognitive dissonance of the people, discrediting all who refuted the official narrative, while stigmatizing them as conspiracy theorists.  A term invented by the very individuals who commit atrocities against humanity.

“Awareness is the foundation of consciousness.”

Spiritual Enigma

I always had an inclination toward the mystical since I was a child.  However, life in the simulation of social reality draws the oxygen out of the existential room.  When I made my exodus into sobriety at 25, it was not long before I found spirituality.  Yet, my ego was in lockstep with my evolution.  It took me over a decade to begin to sever the environmental, hereditary and involuntary egocentricity inhibiting my experience, perception and progression.  I observed the impacts my audacity and superiority inflicted upon others and eventually recognized there is very little difference between egocentricity and spirituality.

Media Inoculation

From my teens into my early 30’s, I paid no attention to broadcast news.  I did not know why I was tuned out; I was simply not engaged.  Until the advent of alternative media in the early 2000’s when I began my own research into what had initially disturbed me years ago in High School.  As I dove down the proverbial rabbit hole, what I discovered enraged yet empowered me at the same time.  This also ignited my ego, and I had many contentious encounters with family and friends in my futile attempts to share the truth.  After a few years of hammering my head against the wall of my arrogance, I chose to transcend and free myself from the vicious cycles of my pride.

The Mantra of Being

When I met my wife 24 years ago, our relationship began within the experience of meditation.  We both attended a local center that provided a practice in the Jain Tradition.  This became a daily ritual for both of us.  In the accelerated, intensified and weaponized toxicity of contemporary virtuality, it is an essential pathway to transformation and transcendence.  In practice, I have expanded my consciousness, written music, published articles, spirit journeyed, aligned with soul relativity and empowered my flow with universality.  Fulfillment of being resonates in the amity, serenity and silence of meditation.

Holding a Space

Another lifestyle my wife and I have shared since our beginning is Ceremony.  After 24 years of experiences, we share roles with our commitments in the community.  Of all the spiritual encounters we have had, prayer is the most meaningful, powerful and profound.  Our service thru ceremony has inspired our awareness for essential relativity with all.  It is an experience beyond connection, friendship, family and this world.  As challenging, difficult and excruciating as this path may be, it empowers acceptance, compassion, fortitude, generosity, humility, kinship and understanding.  In essence, it is all about holding a space for prayer.

The Daily Bread

Universality is a multidimensional encounter.  Therefore, it encourages us to empower an omni dimensional experience.  Consciousness resonates on the frequency of our soul relativity.  Every morning I pray, meditate, practice yoga, listen to the universe and set my energetic boundaries.  The prayer relates me with my soul and all my relatives, meditation aligns me with my center, yoga synchronizes my body, mind and heart with the source. Establishing my sacred space balances the equilibrium I create in my practices.  Music, writing and relating with friends and family empowers my daily experience.

A Quest for Consciousness

Every day is an opportunity to be in flow with our soul and the universe, empowering our inner relativity, while transforming our environment.  The quest for consciousness begins with being observant, focused, present, grounded, centered and aligned.  Where we conduct our attention is where we direct our energy.  In these taxing, toxic and tumultuous times, our resonance, transformation and transcendence is essential in shifting our terrestrial existence into a universal experience.  As impossible as freedom may seem amidst the stratagems of global fuckery, our consciousness is embodied in our universality. 

“Consciousness is the resonance of our being.”